YOU READ ME LIKE A CHILDREN'S BOOK, SMALL WORDS AND LARGE PRINT, WHY DO YOU KEEP HURTING ME? CAN'T YOU SEE YOUR KILLING ME. DO YOU CARE, IT'S YOUR HAND ON THE HANDLE TWISTING THE BLADE EVER SO GENTLY, JUST ENOUGH PAIN TO KEEP ME UP AT NIGHT AND TEARS MY EYES UP MISTY TO FURTHER BLIND ME OF THE LITTLE GOOD THAT WAS THERE TO SEE. ITS ALL FUN AND GAMES UNTIL SOMEONE CRIES THEMSELVES TO SLEEP AT NIGHT WAKING UP MORE DEAD THEN THE DAY HE REALIZED HIS CHILDHOOD WAS OVER. DON'T SAY YOU CARE WHEN YOU COULD GIVE A FUCK. WHY DO YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME? DO YOU KNOW WHAT LOVE IS? I SURE AS HELL CAN'T REMEMBER. I KNEW YESTERDAY, NOT THE DAY BEFORE. YOU MUST HAVE CLIMBED OUT OF LOVE AND LEFT ME IN THE MAZE TO DIE ALONE AND CONFUSED. I SHOULD SLEEP; THINGS WILL LOOK BETTER IN THE MORNING. WAKING UP IS SO HARD TO DO WHEN ALL YOU HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO IS A HIGH QUICKLY FOLLOWED BY A DRAWN OUT LOW, LOWER THEN TODAY. SHAME ON ME FOR CARING SO MUCH. WHO COULD HOLD YOU TO THE DECEIT? NOT ME, IVE ALREADY BEEN OVERWELMED BY YOUR WARMTH. I PINE FOR IT MORE AS I FREEZE IN THE DARK, OBLIVIOUS AND HAPPY. KNOWLEDGE IS TORTURE, QUICK TURN ON THE RADIO BEFORE I HAVE TO THINK, MY MIND WANDERS INTO MORE SHITTY THOUGHTS THAN I CAN HANDLE. TELL ME WHERE TO GO, WHIP ME, REMIND ME IM DOMINATED. PICTURES NO LONGER DESCRIBE THE WAY I FEEL, PENCIL MARKINGS DON'T BLEED LIKE ID LIKE TO, MY FAKE SMILE DESCRIBES MORE THEN ID LIKE LET OUT. SAY YOU LOVE ME, I NEED TO SLEEP, NOT AS MUCH AS I NEED A REASON TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING. I NEED A HUG.